This post was inspired by my depression and suicidal ideation. Writing/blogging is a way that I cope with my depression, along with taking my medication as prescribed. It’s not easy walking in my shoes, mentally that is, but with the utilization of my coping skills, medication, and a realization of the importance of my role in life, I know that I will continue to overcome.
I live on because I am Strong, a King who has yet to take his Throne. Death may appear as a pathetic solution to my problems from the perspective of he who is done, but what was This for, if I shall not slay adversity, nor play in this vast playground of ours. I could be done, but where is the fun in being done? It would be of great Wisdom to conclude that death is merely, rudely theft. Death is the antithesis of fun for it will certainly not provide you with a great run to commove the Others.
I feel my Power in all of this uncertainty, really! The opportunities that lie before me seem to be begging me to take the Plea and conform to what is Righteous. I’d be a numbskull to abandon my Garden of Gold, especially when much more Wealth is on its very way into the palms of my hands. I understand that I am a great Man who was sent Here to unleash multitudinous results and inspiration because for a Man as Noble as I it cannot and will not be any lesser Way.
Death is the ticket to what Nature passes on to me after great, many Ascensions. Death is the pariah of problems, and not some esoteric solver of them. If death is not coming to you, then it would be of Valor to turn your back on it, for it is merely smoke and mirrors and not a desirable solution.
I live not for merely myself as I symbolize such Greatness. I live also for the Others to show them that It can be achieved. My place as a Noble Man here in our World is one that I used to be too short to see, but with a boost from Community I am not taken aback in Reverence and the Power to succeed in that which is Righteously meant for Me to Experience.